2 questions

1. Do guys like bj more than sex? 

2. Which position do u want the girl to blow you in?

While you lie down 

Or... 

Make her kneel down and keep sucking slurps......?

(Sorry no pictures cause blogger seemed to have errors and doesn't allow me to upload any.)

How to make a girl wet 101

TIPS 1

Touch her first.. To warm up the session, try to kiss her (make the kiss more sensual by making it wetter than normal, explore her whole mouth and kind of fucked her mouth with your tongue) 

As you kiss her, try to roam your free hands around her body , or you can use one hand to grab her face when you kiss her and the other free hand to touch around. 

Do not try to target her nipples straight, let things go slow first. 

After you roamed around the whole body, feel her hot body all yours, gently explore the bottom area first, meaning slide your hands in and touch outside of her panty. Just move around there, feel how soft her little pussy is and it will slowly get wetter as you touch. 

If she struggle , kiss her harder and wetter. :)

Then once you think she's moist below, move your hands up to the belly button (some may feel itchy) and move up again to the glorious breast of your partner's. 

Now u can either face her or stay behind her and use both hands to rub her breast, (by this time she should have let out some gasps or moans) 

Slowly move to the nipples and check out how pointed the nipples are. Move your head down to the raisins and give them both a long awaited suck. 

Extra tip: if your partner is kinky enough, blindfold her before foreplay and that will get her anticipate further and even wetter ;)

Will update another time to teach you guys how to make your gf/wife wetter. 

This tip will confirm make her wetter than usual . Always remember : foreplay is essential. :) have fun pumping guys! 

Poll of the month : how to seduce a guy?

How to seduce a guy? 

1. Strip yourself completely in front of him / don't wear anything at all 
2. Let him strip you
3. Sexy dance and strip 
4. Make out first...
5. Unzip him and go down south 
6. Lie on bed and let him do whatever he likes on you
7. Wear sexy lingerie 
8. Just be your usual self without gimmicks

Quick poll for my lovely male readers, what do you guys think is the best method to turn you on instantly?

(Don't be shy, just let me know what guys like! u can comment your answer here anonymously with more options or just vote in the poll on the right bar of my blog. --->  )

Pantyhose delicacy

Happy weekends everyone ! 

Just a juicy pic of the delicious delicacy 

My pussy used to be like this... Then ex bf doesn't like it so I have to shave clean.... Miss those times...

A will like it too. He loves to torment my little pussycat and used it well. Regardless shaven or not. Sometimes I do think he's a real pussy lover. 

Q of the day: Who else goes down?

Sorry for the lack of updates, it's been a busy month for me.

Love it when A goes down and hungrily devour my little kitten. Love it even more when he stimulates my sensitive parts at one go. E.g. Fingering my pussy when he's licking my clit. 

It makes me moan like a whore . 

(I'm a single woman now btw. I realized I can do better without my bf. )

Pic credit to a loyal reader who emailed me :) you know who you are. 

Love you guys! 

N gutter uncensored 

Which asian 

Pussy do you like? 

If she spreads her leg like this will you go down too? 

Fantasy story by Jose

Updating my blog with a fantasy story written by Jose . U can check out his blog : josecantstopwriting.blogspot.com 

The following is exact COpy and paste from his blog:

(P.s. Jose! My breast is  C cup hahahaha ) 

Sorry for the wait guys,took me quite some time to come up with something for this story.Anyway,I will be using Carlessness's  name.The following link here is her blog so check it out!!!

http://carelessnesslove.blogspot.sg/

Desiree:Jo,you going to practice for Thursday's lab test later??

Me:Maybe after today's lesson....you coming??

Desiree:Mmmhmmm...help me ah!!! my lab work cmi

Me:hahaha...ok

Heading to the lab with her straight after class,realising that there wasn't anyone inside.We went in and started preparing our tools like what always we do during lab tests.Doing our own individual lab work at first,following all the instructions given in the lab book.

After 10 minutes of lab work,Desiree came to me for help as her's wasn't working.Looking at her work,I realized that her wiring was incorrect and started wiring it up for her.Testing to see whether it was the same as what I did.

Desiree:Wah!!how you??

Me:*explains what went wrong*

Desiree:ohhh...expected from a "teacher" hahaha

Me:hahaha...I look that old??

Desiree:No la....hahaha you smart what

*Phone vibrates*Checking my phone and saw a whatsapp message from Shu Xian(gf).While I was typing,Desiree was peeking.

Me:Privacy leh....

Desiree:wah...got gf already ah??Sits on the lab bench with her legscrossed

Me:yeah...why so surprised??

Desiree:idk....you did "that" with her already mah??*grins*

Shocked after the question,I just shook my head.She came closer and whispered into my ear "josecantstopwriting".

Me:You know??

With her index finger on my lips,she kissed my cheeks.Realising that she wanted "that",I just stood there and decided to "let loose".My hands went to her hips,attempting to touch her butt while she was kissing me.Without resisting,I got bold and my hands went to touch her breast,giving her a shock.

Desiree:Mmmm...that's more like it hehe

She started removing her shirt,revealing her B cupped breast along with her nipple tape.Helping her remove the nipple tape,pinching it before my tongue did its work.With my tonugue flicking up and down on her nipples,her hands went to my crotch,stroking it before I removed my pants for her.She knelt down and positioned my dick on my breast.Squeezing her breast on my dick and licked the tip of my dick during the process.Groaning due to the fact that she was good at it,and was controlling my urge to cum at the same time.

Once she was "done",she removed her shorts and panties only to be surprised that there is a vibrator on the panties.With her back facing me,I inserted my dick into her vagina slowly and started fucking her.Increasing my pace,with my balls constantly slapping her butt.Reaching my limit not long after that,and slowly pulled it out of her.Cumming on her butt after that.Helping her up and she gave a smile.She took her panties and started wiping it on my dick.Wearing her panties back after that with her juices and my cum.We wore back our clothes and pants/shorts and decided it to call it a day.We packed up and left the lab after that.

Receiving her whatsapp message not long after that,with a image attached.I opened and saw her panties soaked with her juices and my cum stain on it.

Some Spanking phrases ...

All Time Favorite Spanking Phrases

• The Belt leaves burning hot bands of pure fire.
• Unfasten your pants and prepare your bottom for the spanking journey of a life time.
• A boy with a red bottom, is a boy who learnt a lesson.
• During the experience all you want is for it to end, but once it ends you can’t stop thinking about it and how incredibly aroused you are. It’s a ‘catch 22’.
• Struggle all you want, you’re getting spanked on your bare behind!
• That difficult moment when you have to admit that yes, you have earned a spanking.
• Don't cry because it hurts. Smile because it happened.
• Your sorry little promises don't mean nothing to me.
• As much as it hurts to sit, there's no place as comforting as sitting on a woman's lap after she's tanned your hide.
• She took my hand, looking at me sympathetically "I think I know what you need. There's a hairbrush in the bedroom. We're going to take care of those guilty feelings for you."
• I'll see you in the bedroom and your bottom better be bared !
• Take your pants down for me right now . I am going to paddle your bottom till you can't sit
• If you act like a naughty boy, I'll treat you like one" she explained, punctuating each word with a hot smack from the hairbrush. SPANK! SPANK! SPANK!
• Finally he accepted his fate, and thrust out his beet red bottom to absorb the smacks. I slowed the punishment down as his bum rose to meet the spatula and he sobbed each time. What a rush, I thought, as I slowly smacked him to a roaring orgasm.

Ball gags

Today's post will be a sexual discussion on ball gags. Just my humble opinions though. 

(Which I personally find it super arousing when you or your partner has to wear one and drools down the body) 

Don't you think these girls are more sexy with the drools out and display that helpless sultry look. 

Ball gags actually works great for beginner soft bdsm couples... Cause it will increase the helplessness and vulnerability, and will  increase dependency on his/her master, which increase the sexual arousal for both parties. The sub will get the thrill out of being gagged by a restraint and he is under the control of the master (with extra bondage) 

Personally I like the scene of saliva dripping out of the sub. It's sensual and makes the sub looks horny and wanton at the same time. I'm pretty sure somewhere below is dripping wet as well.  The sub will feel humiliated from his saliva dribbling down and feel "owned" whenever the master do anything to him. The gag itself will allow the sub to have a strong feeling to surrender and lost power to its master. It's instantly can make some subs really turned on. 

I'm so gonna try on Francis! (I saw that he kept a ball gag in his wardrobe the other day, but I didn't question him at all, shall surprise him again next time) 

The relationship between me and Francis is really amiable and good, after our session, We don't behave like Dom/sub anymore and we respect each other a lot and even hug & went out for dinner together like a normal couple. No one will suspect anything ;) 

Bdsm journey- Francis 1

Guess what guys, after me and A split up, I'm all into bdsm . And of course, I love being the Dom. And I found one toyboy for me to play with, he's my new boy for now. He's a cute French living and working in sg. I'm so happy to meet my submissive now.

Today I met him, but I forgot to take pictures. I used the candle and dripped hot wax onto his ass and thigh. He trembled at every wax dripped down on his lovely cute bottom. it was soooo intense and he was really horny after that. 

Francis : thanks mistress

Me: no problem, u deserve them don't you? 

Francis: anything I will do to serve you mistress. 

(His English is not very good and has a very strong French accent but I like him anyway) 

And then I made him count out his lashings cause he was late when we meet. His punishment was 40 whips from belt. I made him lie on the bed and his cute red ass is served to me. How delightful. I casually beat his big cock and balls as well. 

Did I mentioned that his precum is leaking out non stop during the whole ordeal? I used my fingertip and touched it, rubbed around and wiped his slut juice up with my finger and put it in his thirsty mouth. He sucked it clean and thorough and was craving for more. 

Then I trained his tongue skillfully too. I do not allow him to stop. I gave clear instruction that he must lick my lovepot until I orgasm. He was tied up and went on licking for a good 20 minutes, he was sooo wet and drenched with my love juice. 

His glorious 11inch dick was standing all the way throughout the session. He was surprised to see me so sexy in real life. 

I used him in the end and allowed him to cum, to reward him for his good performance as my little slave.

I'll try to take a picture of his dick... The next time :)

Bdsm article : practitioners of bdsm is healthier than non-practitioners.

Despite the fact that their sexual preferences are listed in the fifth edition of the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders as potentially problematic, people who play with whips and chains in the bedroom may actually be more psychologically healthy than those who don't.

A new study finds that practitioners of bondage, discipline, sadism and masochism, or BDSM, score better on a variety of personality and psychological measures than "vanilla" people who don't engage in unusual sex acts. BDSM is a sexual practice that revolves around those four fetishes.

BDSM is listed in the DSM-5, the newest edition of the definitive psychiatrist's manual, as a paraphilia, or unusual sexual fixation — a label that has caused controversy between kinky communities and psychiatrists, who themselves are mixed on whether sexual predilections belong in the catalog of mental disorders. As written, the DSM-5 does not label BDSM a disorder unless it causes harm to the practitioner or to others. [Hot Stuff? 10 Unusual Sexual Fixations]

Kinky controversy

Nevertheless, some psychiatrists see the inclusion of BDSM and other kinks in the manual as stigmatizing, particularly because studies have failed to show evidence that enjoying sex with a side of pain is linked to psychological problems. The new study, published May 16 in the Journal of Sexual Medicine, finds that, in fact, BDSM practitioners may be better off psychologically than the general public.

BDSM practitioners "either did not differ from the general population and if they differed, they always differed in the more favorable direction," said study researcher Andreas Wismeijer, a psychologist at Nyenrode Business University in the Netherlands who conducted the research while at Tilburg University.

Wismeijer did not set out to study the psychological health of BDSM aficionados. His research typically focuses on the psychology of secrets and secrecy. A chance meeting with the founder of the Netherlands' largest BDSM Web forum convinced him the group might make an interesting study population to look at how secrets are kept and who keeps them.

Wismeijer and his colleagues put out a request on the forum for people in the BDSM "scene" to take a variety of psychological questionnaires online. They also sought participants who didn't do BDSM via a women's magazine website, a personal secret website and a university website.

Healthy fixation?

None of the participants knew what the surveys were about, other than they were on "human behavior." All told, 902 BDSM practitioners and 434 vanilla (non-BDSM) participants filled out questionnaires on personality, sensitivity to rejection, style of attachment in relationships and well-being.

The researchers chose these baseline measures because previous research on those in the BDSM community has focused on dire outcomes — whether they're more likely to have mental disorders or report rape and abuse compared with the general public. (They aren't, studies have found.)

The new results reveal that on a basic level, BDSM practitioners don't appear to be more troubled than the general population. They were more extroverted, more open to new experiences and more conscientious than vanilla participants; they were also less neurotic, a personality trait marked by anxiety. BDSM aficionados also scored lower than the general public on rejection sensitivity, a measure of how paranoid people are about others disliking them.

People in the BDSM scene reported higher levels of well-being in the past two weeks than people outside it, and they reported more secure feelings of attachment in their relationships, the researchers found.

Of the BDSM practitioners, 33 percent of the men reported being submissive, 48 percent dominant and 18 percent "switch," or willing to switch between submissive and dominant roles in bed. About 75 percent of the female BDSM respondents were submissive, 8 percent dominant and 16 percent switch. [10 Surprising Sex Statistics]

These roles showed some links to psychological health, such that dominants tended to score highest in all quarters, submissives lowest and switches in the middle. However, submissives never scored lower than vanilla participants on mental health, and frequently scored higher, Wismeijer told LiveScience.

"Within the BDSM community, [submissives] were always perceived as the most vulnerable, but still, there was not one finding in which the submissives scored less favorable than the controls," he said.

Sexual health

The study is somewhat limited by a self-selecting response pool and by the fact that BDSM practitioners could have been answering in ways to make themselves look better and avoid stigma, Wismeijer said — though the fact that the participants didn't know the reasons for the study ameliorates that concern somewhat. The findings are reason for mental health professionals to take an accepting approach to BDSM practitioners, Wismeijer said.

"We did not have any findings suggesting that people who practice BDSM have a damaged psychological profile or have some sort of psychopathology or personality disorder," he said.

Wismeijer isn't exactly sure why BDSM practitioners might be psychologically healthier than the general public. They tend to be more aware of their sexual needs and desires than vanilla people, he said, which could translate to less frustration in bed and in relationships. Coming to terms with their unusual sexual predilections and choosing to live the BDSM lifestyle may also take hard psychological work that translates to positive mental health, he said.

One study alone shouldn't determine whether a condition is placed in the DSM or not, Wismeijer said, but added that combined with other research, the new findings suggest BDSM is better seen as a lifestyle choice, if a slightly strange one.

"I'm not so convinced that BDSM should be placed within the DSM-5," he said.

ARTICLE FROM http://www.livescience.com/34832-bdsm-healthy-psychology.html 

Driving tease

I placed my hands onto his crotch, while he's driving. It was rocking hard underneath and the raging cock is trapped inside the double layers of boxer and pants, waiting for me to release. 

I unzipped his pants and revealed his boxers and shifted down to take a good view of his glorious cock, and i begin grabbing his dick in my hands, stroking up and down while he shakes a little. It's hard to concentrate on driving this way I suppose.... . 

I can see the urge in his eyes, and the exploding dick in front of me. So I decided that i should go down and have a taste of his juice stick when we were stopping  at a traffic light. He was so uptight that the neighbouring cars might be able to see this. But I couldn't  care any further. 

i licked like a sexy kitten while his precum keep oozing out... Then put this huge dick against my lips, rubbed it around and swirled it with my glistening saliva and then opened my lips to slide my precious manhood into my tiny mouth fully .

Bf: baby, I can't focus anymore.. Ahh... 

Me: (suck harder) 

Bf was moaning while driving. I was such a cock teaser.


;) 

Went upstairs and I did a striptease in the bedroom, dancing and grinding him with my ass. and he went wild over me, held my hands up above my head and tied it up with any clothing he found. Then went pumping me all over again and released all his  cum all over my hot butt. 

Q & A Thursday

Hello I am back and will be answering a few intimate questions, so I will keep updating the list as more readers ask me questions :) you can email me with any questions you want to know and I will try to answer them here.

#1.  Are you alone? 

Right now yes . 

#2.   Do you like cuddling when you lie in bed? 

Yes , with the right person & that he don't smell bad haha! 

#3. What do you wear when you go to bed? 

I usually wear a cute pajamas dress when I'm at home,  wears silk night gowns when I'm at A's place, wears oversized tee with just panty at bf's house. 

#4. What do you think you look sexiest in? 

Probably when I'm just in my lacy lingerie... And thongs

#5.  Do you like boxers or briefs? 

Both is good as long as its clean.. Boxers allow easier access to my grabs haha while briefs are generally sexier to look at. 

#6. What’s your secret move to turn a guy on? 

Hmmm kissing him all over that body....

#7. If there’s one place a guy should touch you to make you horny, which is that? 


Head south. ;)

#8.    Do you love massages? 

Yes I love getting massages on my neck and back 

#9.  Trimmed, shaved or natural? 

Trimmed and shaven 

#10. Deepest fantasies... 

1. Having threesome MMF 
2.  Soft Bdsm 

Fantasy story part B

as i inhale the sweet scent of the moist prize, my hand slowly remove the final layer, the lacy panties. blowing hot air at the entrance, my finger traces the inner thighs, making you shiver from the sensation. right before my eyes, seeing love juice flowing out, my tongue proceeds to lap all the juice, carefully avoiding those sensitive lips and clitoris. feeling my tongue all over the place, except at the most sensitive part drives you to beg me. Beg me to make you cum, make you rise up the heaven and reach the peak. 

after teasing for another minute or so, you forcefully guiding my head to your pussy. at the first touch, with the tongue attacking the lips, sending you over for the first time. as your orgasm and juice squirting, i continue the next attack on your clit, sending you on another wave as before you even got over the first orgasm. your body shivering, legs clamping on my head harder as i continue to lap up your juice, will the tongue works on the clit and the lips. after feeling the height of the orgasm for a good few minutes, you start to calm down from the sensation ....

to be continued.... 

Fantasy story

A reader emailed me with is lovely fantasy of ours...



as we embrace in a deep passionate kiss, my hands roams to all over your body. feeling every curve, my fingers running ever so lightly across your exposed delicate skin. sending shivers down your spine with each and every touch, never once breaking the kiss. removing piece by piece as we stumbled through the place, clothes all over. by the time we reach the coach, you are the naked goddess before me. your bosoms hanging freely, forbidden fruits to be savor by me. 

as i slowly lay you down, i slowly move down and starts to devour your pink tits. flicking them so slightly, sending you into small shivers at each flick of the nipple. as i caress the soft tender breast, my kisses move down south. pass your belly button, till it reaches right above the prize...


Shall wait for him to continue the second part ;) 

Quick Q

Hiiii I'm not dead yet, just very very busy!

Here's a Quick Question of the day: 

Do you prefer the Left or right? 

Unusual experience

Basically, sex can be a form of destressing . :) 

Thank you A for the lovely surprise dinner tonight. It's really very different from the usual meals we had. The restaurant is called N.O.X. (Guys you can bring your partner over! Read online the reviews were fabulous, price ranges about $125/pax ) it's a very very unique dining experience so expect to pay for the unusual ambience and sensory experience. :) 

& I curled my hair today for the special dinner with him. 

Thanks for pampering me. :)

Jason's encounter

The following true story is from one of my male reader , Jason :) 

One of the encounter I had:

I was attached with this lady A who was a director of a company and had a big office at CBD,

 (I doggy her at her office room overviewing the whole clarke quay pubs area, cause she got a large office by herself).

One night while I was chilling with this other girl, an air stewardess B... we got high on gin tonic and then she asked if I wanted to visit her new BTO HDB house she got with her finance and I agreed. She blow me on the way there while I was driving. When enter the house, it was brand new & empty with only a new king size mattress that wasn't even open!!! 

We teared the plastic sheet cover off and she started to ride on me fiercely, really rough rowdy sex. After which I doggy her. And finally I was missionary her, suddenly my hp rang and lady A was calling me wishing me goodnight. Being drunk I answered my phone and talked to her while missionaring girl B.

Girl B got instantly turn on super high by now and she whispered to my ears : " please chat more with her" which I did.

 I even turned on to speaker mode,put my iphone on top of girl B boobs and missionary her while saying "i love u" and mushy stuff to girl A. 

It was this damn scandalous feeling which I know its wrong but so attracted to it. After finished the conversation and ending the call with A, I ask B to call her finance and chat with him, which she did. Girl B let out soft moan which chatting with her finance and it was damn shiok. After ending the call, I cum and we both went home. The next day morning girl B said the finance parents went to the new house with her, and girl B saw the condom with my cum leftover on the floor, we both too drunk to clear up the mess and forgot about it. She was so embarrassed and quickly cleared it off and hope that the parents didnt ask their son. =)

P.s. 

 Hey readers! by the way i really love to read your scandals stories! Email me to share your stories here :) 

Selfie finally.

Sg's weather is pretty horrible . I can't wait to get home to remove all my clothes every single time I go outdoors. It's really terrible! I hate to sweat in my shirt cause it's gonna be sticky and warm all over. It's not like I do sweat a hell loads but the weather was really hot enough to fry eggs with!! 

Today I slipped a finger into my shirt front to my cleavage to check out the sweat level. Yeah pretty much amazing like that. 

It's warm and sweaty in the middle . I guess it's gonna taste abit salty in between those OO ;)

😚

// we're smiling but we are close to sweats // 

Drowsy weekends

I've added some of you in my wechat to chat up and make friends with. :) 

Sorry if I didn't ask you for it , cause it's either you are too boring for me or too creepy or without a name/age/job or married or below 24 year old. //

Honestly, I did not expect that amount of responses from you guys :) thanks so much. 

But a number of the guys just taking this like a chance to have sex with me etc. Aggggh hate it. Why will a girl wanna sex with you and you expect it for free?! Are u  David beckham?! 

Anyway the weekend is sooo short . I hardly have time to rest cause I'm such a sick kitten. And this time round I'm down with flu infection, which gotten really bad that I have a throat infection now as well. Not forgetting all the medications that made me drowsy whole day and night . 

:( 

On the other hand, I'm happy that people are still sending me emails saying that they enjoyed reading my blog. :)))

One guy even spent the whole afternoon away reading allllll my entries since the first post till the last. :') 

Here's a cute doggie pic! 

Mr A and I are back again! Maybe he missed my kitty too much. Haha just kidding. But he still wanna settle down with me!! Maybe in a few years time I'll really consider him. 

That night we had sex, he pre-ejaculated 4 times in a row. Like wth... He's looking into remedies to solve his precum issues. He said I'm too sexy for him to hold back his loads. Lol... Luckily we are on condom. :) 

I feel good to be with him, cause he really treats me like a princess most of the time and not just as a sex doll. Sometimes we can spend the whole night talking without doing anything extras ;) that's what makes him diff from the rest of the guys isn't! He's like my part time bf . I must say I'm pretty contented with him... Until I find a better one that comes along :) 

Oh ya! Do you guys have any fantasy? It's hidden deeeeep inside you. Deeeeeeeep inside me I always wanted to try out an orgy/ 3P/ 4P for fun. But I wanna be the only female la. So it's gonna be MMF or MMMF :) 

Ok I'm gonna rest now. 

Sorry for the abrupt ending here. 

Made my day knowing there's people loving to read this small space of mine :) one of them are 



And I replied all your emails :)

5 things.

I think I am one of the funny female species. 

1. I do not fancy big cock. Guys will not know how painful it is to have a big rod inserting into your most sensitive part. 

2. Big cock leads to lesser blowjobs. A woman's mouth is only this big right? :o if your cock can't fit in, then too bad isn't? I know of several guys who think having a big cock is good and are super proud of their "assets" . 

3. I like to be dominated in bed sometimes. (Depends on mood itself that day) I can be a tamed little innocent kitten or a wild crazy sexy cat.

4. I do not have one night stands or random flings with strangers. I will only advance to the next stage if I am comfortable enough with him. 

5. Lastly, I am short and smaller size than you thought I am. But I sure can moan the loudest. ;) 

6. One last thing! I am considering to replace my sugar daddy/brother/friend, not exactly fwb or flings. Because it's been months since I last met him and I feel rather distant with him now. So if you are looking for a one night stands or free fucks, I think you can just forget about it. :) 

Boobies grab

Side straight doggy style. He was pounding me from the back while we both lie on our side, on the bed . Easy access to the boob, he fondled, lingered and grabbed it . :) only downside, my bf got a big dick. Too big for my small frame.

This was taken a month ago with my bf. 

Anyways a quick update, I went on separate ways with A already. He wants to make it official with me and don't want to just be a fling . 

As usual, I'm totally still not prepared to go to the next stage. 

But  I really liked him and his thoughtfulness. :( 

A day in the train . Sorry for the lack of update! Work was busy and I was ill! 

Saw pretty nurse with sexy legs in the train..... 

Reminded me of a porn video I watched last time where the setting is in hospital! Anyways the porn websites that I watched have been denied access . ;( it's been so long since I watched any porn online!!! anyone has any safe web links that is not blocked? Pls recommend below! :) :) 

Body shot

Ui brothers and sisters . How is your week so far? I'm dreading it. 

Self shot for my body today. ;) because it's sexy. I lost 2 kg of weight... And now my boobs seemed smaller but my waist is smaller too! :)

Cny 2

Using this two oranges to wish my readers good health and prosperity!

Yeaterday he got off. And we spent the day together... And did ... Freaking seven rounds with A in a day!! . He cummed seven times ... Haha I think he was totally worn out yesterday. It's my personal record too. 

 What's your maximum times within a day? :) 

My bf and I got back! :) 

But I don't feel the same anymore. Actually I realised I'm just too used to him . That's all. 

Things I never said about my ex

It's a Sunday morning... 

Mr.A is overseas with his friends, my ex should be sleeping cause he went out the whole night last night and only came back in the morning. Last night, I was working on my computer at home till 3am too.  And I woke up early this morning wanting to finish up my work.... But decided to blog. 

I'm all alone at home. 

Thinking about everything. Starting to wonder what went wrong.... 

Actually , I am faithful to my bf for the first few years. But realized that once the honeymoon period is gone, he was no longer interested in me as a gf. He will no longer try to please me or make any effort in this relationship.

He will prefer going out with his friends than with me. He will prefer to spend all his money when outside with them and then when it comes to me, we go on Dutch when paying or we rarely go out anymore

That's when I started looking for flings gradually even when we are together. Yes I know I am being really unfaithful and unfair towards him. I love him, but I need someone to show me love and affection too. 

Maybe I should put down everything... 

In the bus

Boring shot in the bus. Here's a picture of my fat legs. Hahaha cause I used to dance ballet many years ago and all the muscles have turned into fats. 

Anyways since this is a rendezvous blog; I think I shall blog about something related ( in case my readers run away and never read this space anymore, in their minds thinking why this blogger so boring??!) haha. Not much actions will be available in this coming period, cause I'm so single . (Still with A ) but no strings attached . 

Anyways being in the bus reminds me of so much memories. 

One of them is the usual groping . Do you all have similar experiences like me? 

My ex bf and I will hop on the bus home together and I will accidentally brush my boobs over his elbow or arms and get him really excited . And his fingers will be out and touching part of my boobs, and when there's lesser people in te public bus, he will grope my whole asset and my hands over his fully erected groin... And then he will whisper into my ears: " can't wait to get home " with a silly grin plastered across his face. ;) 

Just had this major quarrel with A . He checks me phone again!!! And read all my messages which made him angry cause I still text my ex bf now and then. And he's very unhappy about it. Actually he's beginning to make me stress up.

Now me and ex bf are really just friends.... :( it's really complicated cause he wants me back but only with some conditions set by him. So I rejected the chance but at the same time kinda saddens me a lot. :( 

So I'm not ready to venture into another fling or relationship yet. 

But me and A had make up sex for three times a day. He said he's always horny whenever he sees me. 

New year 2014

It's a bad start for this year. 

At least for me. 

Sometimes I realised some friends are really pretentious . And it irks me a lot cause I have to be pretentious to them too. Some will backstab people behind and act innocent on the front. I have to admit that honestly I'm an easily affected person. I can sense it immediately when people are fake around me. 

So much rants for the start of the year . 

But the only best thing is : 

Ex bf asked me back for a patch. 

But Mr.A is really possessive now and I can't really decide yet. But he keeps checking my phone everytime I leave my phone alone.

Hope I will keep the stories coming up soon. I'm just too unwell recently. :(